.. baguio part II ..

back to baguio! the cold air, the strawberries, the pine trees. it feel so good! i missed the place! to complete everything, i have my bebe with me! this is my gift for her for our monthsary. this month is very special, this is our month! why? this is the month when i put her solely in my heart. my love that is for her alone!

i love you bebekoy.. so much! HAPPY MONTHSARY!

.. i miss the feeling of being cared with so much caress, being loved with so much love ..

.. you know how much i love you. i hope i could make you happy with what i am, with what i have and with my simple ways. iloveyousomuch and i always will ..

.. please hold on ..

.. gaya ng dati ..

Dati-rati
Laman ng puso mo ay ang pangalan Ko
Lagi Ako sa isip mo
Dati-rati
Inaawitan pa lagi ay may ngiti
Mga mata’y nagniningning

Ngunit ngayon nagbago ka
Nasa’n na ang init ng pagsinta
Pangako mo’y hindi magwawakas

Di ba’t noon
Samyo ng bulaklak at ihip ng hangin ay kapansin-pansin
Di ba’t noon takbo ng oras ay di mo napapansin
Laging naglalambing

Ngunit ngayon naglaho na
Sigla’t tamis ng iyong pagsinta
Pagmamahal Ko ba’y kailangan pa, Ooh

Dati-rati
Mga pangako Ko’y kandungan mo’t lakas
Sa pagsubok ay kay tatag
Di ba’t noon
Sa kaibigan mo’y Akong bukambibig
Bakit ngayo’y anong lamig

Di mo alam Ako’y nasasaktan
Sa di pagpansin sa Aking pagmamahal
Lumapit ka’t Ako’y naghihintay
Naghihintay, ohh
Ako’y nasasaktan Sa di pagpansin sa aking pagmamahal
Lumapit ka’t ako’y naghihintay
Di mo alam Ako’y nasasaktan Sa di pagpansin sa Aking pagmamahal
Lumapit ka’t Ako’y naghihintay

Panginoon Ako’y nabulag ng mandarayang mundo
Ako ay patawarin Mo
Mula ngayon ang buhay kong ito’y
Iaalay sa Iyo gamitin mo ako
Gaya ng dati
Gaya ng dati
Gaya ng dati

.. i love you with all of my heart ..

.. pain in my heart ..

Here i am alone in this empty room
And let my mind just fly you to the end
Thoughts of you still linger in my memory
Wondering why my life is not that fair
I could still recall
Those memories of you
The joy and all your laughter
The love that we've been through
Oh, i can't believe you're gone
Oh, no

Talkin' to myself for no reasons i could find
Findin' out why everything went wrong
Tears falling down my cheeks that I've been trying to hold
It doesn't know if i could still go on I wanted you to stay
The tears begin to show
You said you cared for me
But then you had to go
And now i know you're gone

But i don't want to remember
The things (we used to do/that we've been Through)
And all the things that remind me of you
I don't want to hear the songs
The songs we used to sing 'coz i don't wanna feel the pain in my heart

im not a fairytale
im not a dream come true
im not a perfect person
im just an ordinary person
just loving you
trying to be perfect for you

i made mistakes
hurt you many times
im just an ordinary person
changing my life for you

i can hold others hand
i can forget you if i want
but im just an ordinary person
offering my life to be with you

time changes, feeling changes
everyone changes
but im just an ordinary person
holding, staying for you

.. i want to cry, burst into tears, fall asleep and never open my eyes again ..

.. ordinary people ..

i heard this song in starbucks, it's just that i can relate to the song. here it goes:

Girl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
This time we'll take it slow
This time we'll take it slow

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss and we make up on the way

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
This time we'll take it slow
This time we'll take it slow

Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave, maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby you and I

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
This time we'll take it slow
This time we'll take it slow

this song is for you bebe..iloveyousomuch..i'm always here waiting for you.